Unraveling the Heartache: Top 6 Challenges After Discovering an Affair

Discovering that your partner has been unfaithful can feel like one of the most devastating experiences you’ll ever have - your world has been turned upside down, leaving you feeling lost and overwhelmed. While it’s completely normal to experience a whirlwind of emotions during this time, I assure you, none of it will feel normal. Let’s explore some common feelings you might be going through, and I’ll provide some “pro tips” on navigating them.

1. Emotional Turmoil What You Might Be Feeling: A mix of anger, sadness, confusion, and even numbness. You might want to seek revenge or act in a way that’s out of character for you. These emotions can come and go, often without warning, making you feel like you’re on an emotional rollercoaster.

Pro Tip: Allow yourself to feel these emotions without judgment and without acting out on them. Consider writing down your thoughts to prevent them from repeating in your head. Over time the intensity will lessen, and you’ll never regret acting with a cool head. Talk to a trusted friend or therapist regularly to help process your feelings.

2. Intrusive Thoughts What You Might Be Experiencing: Constantly thinking about the affair, replaying events, or imagining scenarios. You may also find yourself going back in time, stringing together timelines and trying to figure out how you got blindsided.

Pro Tip: Engage in practices such as thought replacement, distraction, or physical movement to manage these thoughts. Distracting yourself with a hot bath or engaging in healthy activities that tire you out, like a vigorous walk, can also help. Avoid excessive caffeine, nicotine, and alcohol right now. They can make you feel worse.

3. Self-Doubt What You Might Be Questioning: Your self-worth. You may question your looks, your weight, or how you dress. You may wonder what you did wrong.

Pro Tip: Remember, the affair reflects your partner’s poor choice; it’s not a reflection of you. You should not take responsibility for someone else’s behavior. Surround yourself with reasonable and supportive people. Engage in activities that remind you of your core values and remember what you like about yourself.

4. Trust Issues What You Might Be Feeling: Trusting your partner might seem impossible right now. You might be reluctant to believe you could ever trust them again. That feels dangerous and confusing.

Pro Tip: Rebuilding trust can happen, but it takes time and specific actions. It’s essential to have safe and honest communication with your partner right now, and lots of it. Designating time for these conversations is essential. Seeking a Marriage/Couples Therapist who has experience in affair recovery can provide a safe setting to understand the path forward.

5. Fear of Judgment What You Might Be Worried About: What friends, family, or others might think of your partner or what they might think about you for staying or leaving. We’ve all said, “If that ever happened to me, I’d____” (and usually in a firm voice).

Pro Tip: Be thoughtful about whom you confide in, opting for those who will offer you support without judgment. If you don’t have anyone to lean on, know you’re not alone. Professional counselling can help, but there’s support in educating yourself too - with podcasts or books. There are excellent resources out there.

6. Uncertainty About the Future What You Might Be Feeling: Not knowing what lies ahead can be daunting. The foundation of your life has just crumbled, and the future, as you imagined it, has been destroyed.

Pro Tip: Focus on the present moment and take things one step at a time. Setting small, achievable goals can help you regain a sense of control. Time may move slowly (for a while), so keep your routine as normal as possible to stay afloat. When it feels like nothing is in your control, remember all the small and medium things that are (in fact) in your control.

Some Books That Might Help Reading can offer comfort and guidance during this challenging time. Here are some books that others have found helpful:

1. “After the Affair” by Janis Abrahms Spring This book provides insights into healing and rebuilding trust after infidelity.
2. “Not ‘Just Friends’” by Shirley P. Glass It delves into understanding and recovering from emotional and physical affairs.
3. “The State of Affairs” by Esther Perel Esther Perel offers a thought-provoking look at infidelity and its impact on relationships.

Summary:

In the immediate aftermath of relationship betrayal, it’s natural to feel overwhelmed by a flood of emotions. This is an incredibly challenging time, and it’s important to honor your feelings rather than ignore them. Allow yourself to cry (whenever you need to), and remember to breathe deeply to help calm your body. Taking care of your physical health is crucial; ensure you stay hydrated and consider taking vitamins and minerals to support your body during this stressful period. Understand that healing is a slow, steady journey—take it one hour and one day at a time. Many have walked this path before you; they are the brave individuals all around you. Be kind and loving to your broken heart—it needs your compassion now more than ever. Lean on trusted friends, family, or professionals for support, and remember that seeking help is courageous. With time, patience, and self-care, you will find your way through this devastation to a better tomorrow. The sun will shine again.

If you’re seeking support from an experienced therapist who has guided countless couples through the challenges of affair recovery over the past three decades, I’m here to help. If you're in the Orlando, Florida area or willing to travel in for an intensive,together, we can navigate this difficult journey toward healing and rebuilding trust. Find more information HERE

5 Common Reasons Why Couples Go to Therapy: How an Expert Therapist Can Help

Each couple that walks into a therapy office is different. Their stories of how they met and fell in love are captivating and warming. Couple's "engagement story" always makes them smile and when they talk about the details of their wedding day, the whole tempo of the room can shift to a happy, joyous rhythm. But, don't be fooled, by the time a couple makes their first call to a marriage counselor's office they are far from this rhythm and by the time they sit down on a therapist's couch, they ALL have one thing in common; pain.

Couples rarely seek counseling until they are in fear of permanently losing their primary love connection. They wake up one morning (usually it's the middle of the night) and they realize that if things don't change, they may lose the person they once loved so dearly. They feel they've tried everything, except... reach for expert help.

Once the phone call has been made to a marriage therapist and an appointment is on their calendar, couples often breathe easier. For the moment, the pressure is off. Someone else is now in charge of "fixing it."

If this sounds like you, but you're not sure if this is the right avenue for your marriage, read on. You deserve to breathe easier too.

Here are 5 common reasons that couples seek expert counseling:

1. Difference of Values

Individual values can change throughout a lifetime and couples may not always start like-minded. Early in a relationship, couples often look past their differences. But, as time moves on, what was once a tolerable difference can now become a rub.

For example, you may value alone time while your spouse values and draws energy from time with friends; you may have spiritual differences that have become more expansive now that you have a baby or you may have changed your position on a core value that as a couple you shared, leading to turbulence in your relationship. Therapy can help you understand and respect each other on a deeper level, making living with the difference acceptable (instead of merely trying to change each other’s view.)

2. Communication

Couples can experience feelings of isolation and alienation due to a lack of connected communication. It's awful to feel alone while you're sitting next to the person you married.

In a new relationship, texting is flirty and fun. But, as time passes, you need to develop ways to effectively communicate from beyond a screen. Couples who experience communication difficulties have a tendency to dodge hard topics and minimize each other’s feelings, which can deteriorate a relationship. With the help of an expert therapist, couples who struggle with safe, connected communication can learn how to navigate conversations without hurting each other’s feelings (while gaining deeper insight into your lover's needs.) Yay! That's what we all want.

3. Money

Spending habits are a deeply held personal value, often tied to core emotional and psychological needs. We're often not aware of how we truly feel about money until we're in a relationship, and now we're dividing dinner bills and travel expenses (and mortgage down payments and Peleton memberships).

Couples can have differences when it comes to their money values based on how they were raised, how money was spoken about in their family of origin, their earning potential or past money traumas. Even if a couple's in basic agreement about their financial values, they can still have differences in opinion; like what to spend and what to save. Financial disagreements can cause tension and stress in a relationship. An expert therapist can help a couple safely unpack their money differences and then, reconnect with a higher level of understanding and empathy. They can also teach the couple how to spot money triggers and stay calm and connected while discussing how money can make them feel safe or unsafe.

4. Jealousy

Jealous feelings are often directly attached to relational wounds, both rational and irrational. Jealous behavior can come from a place of suspicion and insecurity. The behavior itself can often threaten to destroy a relationship.

Jealously is often comingled with feelings of inadequacy or inferiority—a byproduct of fear or triggered by old or recent traumas. Whether a partner obsessively checks the other’s computer and phone records, or they fear that a business trip is really a cover to continue an affair, jealousy can quickly dismantle a relationship by making well-meaning people act in ways that they never imagined. Working with an expert therapist can help couples understand why jealousy is driving unhealthy actions. It can help the couple decrease the chance of escalation (and disconnection which leads to more jealousy), help the couple to understand and put in place safe boundaries around their relationship and enable the couple to rebuild a solid foundation of trust.

5. Infidelity

Once infidelity is discovered or revealed, intense pain and a roller coaster of exaggerated emotions are the norms. Trust gets shattered and love goes into hiding.

Infidelity causes major trauma in a love relationship. Obsessiveness, depression, anxiety, and a profound sense of loss often follow. Heightened emotions can cause more damage to an already wounded love. Despite the powerful emotions after the disclosure or discovery of infidelity, marriage therapy with an expert marriage therapist can help couples understand and manage these feelings quickly and also learn what to expect in the hours, days and weeks to come. It's tough territory to navigate alone, for a love relationship. An expert marriage counselor will also provide tools for you to reestablish safety in your marriage, spot emotional triggers, communicate in a safe way and eventually reestablish the foundation of trust and respect needed to move forward in the marriage. When both partners commit to healing the relationship, statistics show that through expert counseling the vast majority of relationships can successfully move forward.

Jennifer Sigman, MS, LMFT is an expert in marriage and relationship counseling. Throughout her 29 years as a licensed Marriage and Family Therapist, she has successfully guided countless couples through challenging times in their relationship. Jennifer also has expertise in the area of trauma and trauma recovery.

Surviving an Affair: The Wounding Party Needs to Become a Marriage Rebuilder

The roller coaster after the affair is hard but not impossible

The pain felt by the wounded party after the revelation of an affair is immense.  They feel blindsided. Their world has been turned upside down. Everything they thought to be true in their marriage is now in question. They hear everything through a filter of “possible lie” and betrayal.  Even truths that they have known in the marriage for years are now taken into question. I’ve heard clients say, the person they love most in the world has “stabbed them in the back.” Unfortunately, all too often the wounding party underestimates the damage and pain inflicted on their spouse and the marriage.

In the immediate days and weeks following the disclosure or discovery of an infidelity, the wounding party can feel numb, avoidant, shame-filled or remorse. None of these emotions create the same emotional roller coaster that the wounded party feels. However, each party gets caught in the emotional dilemma of wanting connection and not wanting connection with each other. Clearly, this is a tough time and the marriage becomes very fragile.

These first days and weeks are critical to the survival of the marriage. If the wounding party immediately takes the right steps, the repair work can begin. If the person who stepped out of the relationship can now see their role as the *“marriage rebuilder” they can weather the roller coaster ahead.

Seven “DO” steps the wounding party can take immediately, to help start repairing the marriage:

1.     Come clean. Truth. Truth. Truth. Full truth.

2.     Let your spouse express their pain as often as they need.

3.     Answer the same question 100 times.

4.     Take it on the chin.

5.     Acknowledge your actions as being incredibly painful and wrong.

6.     Apologize often. Then, apologize more.

7.     Break ALL ties with the affair partner.

8.     Hold space for your loved one’s pain. 

(Read next BLOG post on Why You’re Listening Wrong in Your Marriage)

If you are the wounding spouse and you want to save your marriage, you must take your role as “the healer” immediately.  For more information about creating repair after an infidelity and becoming a successful Marriage Rebuilder read: * How to Help Your Spouse Heal from Your Affair: A Compact Guild for the Unfaithful By Linda MacDonald. 

Book: How To Help Your Spouse Heal From Your Affair